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    January 01

    Writing On the Beginning of the Year

    Today, Jenuary 1st,the beginning of the year of 2007,it is a long time that I haven’t got a real holiday,but when it comes I become don’t use of it,feeling like get lost,just take a good sleep, play the games that I don’t like.It may be the sign of this year.

    Wish the brothers those who are working or studing,living a happy life! Maybe, the distance become too long to see each other, but the heart may get warmed from each word that I received.

    It coast too much to become a man from a boy, get into the world that is the true life, all the dreams that a boy have, now, it seems like a joke. Everything has its rule, your study just begins, “It’s never too old to study!”

    November 04

    What I'm Looking for?

    It's a long time since I graduated! And I have been working for 2 months,but I can't find there is something different.Living with 5 graduaters just as i am ,getting up early in the morning, doing the same work,it's like everyday is one day.One day ,a student asked me,what did he study so hard for? I answered for a dream,he said his dream was travlling around the world,but it had nothing to do with the scores.I said you had to make money first, he said if you save all the money you earned ,you can travlle around the world? I was stuffed. Maybe, although I have the money,can I really get everything away  to catch my dream--I haven't know what it really is. He said he had get everything ready to go to the city he loved, it failed just before he get on the train,he was found by his parents. It's a time everyone lost his dream, they live only for living, and I think the dream can come true the day you forget it all. And I'm waiting for the day to come.
    June 18

    补记

    再有一周就要毕业了,然而此时好像没有一丝将要离别的意味,唯一的感觉是无聊,(可能是跟这的炎热有关吧)或许是大家都像我一样把惜别的感觉埋藏的太深了吧。记得老八问我到离别的时候你会哭么?我说希望不要发生什么让我感动的事,这或许是反话,然而一切就是这样,等到散伙的那天,一切都很平静,敬酒是唯一的主题。我不胜酒力,很快倒下,完全把东北老乡的脸丢尽了。结尾倒是出了状况,晕晕乎乎的感觉到有人摔杯,接着“班头”哭了,说是他的原因。这时的眼泪,我想不仅仅是自责吧,算是这草草收场的聚会的结尾吧。回来的路上,有人哭了,那是真正离别的泪水吧,然而只有几个人看到,毕竟——男人嘛。之后,呕吐,沉睡。